Time to move on ....

This Blog is now going to be put Hiatus for a while.
It may come back as something else in the future ... not sure yet.

Meanwhile the new Blog can be found here

Pay it a visit feel free to leave comments, and also what you think of it both in content and style and i'll get back to you

Cheers
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Gordian

To be honest is a trait I always followed,
To be good at what I do is another trait I followed
To be fearless when faced with inner demons - I did cast them out

Beyond all emotion is logic, beyond Logic is emotion
The twists and turns of my reality bind me

And I find I have no sword to remove the Gordian knot from my soul.

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Further info on the 'legend' of the Gordian Knot

Muse - Undisclosed Desires (lyrics)

Guilt?

Should I feel guilt at the fact I don't think of you both everyday?

Re-Evaluate.

Everything in your reality should be re-evaluated at one time or another.
In order to safeguard oneself from 'treading water'
But only from a position of security may I add, thus avoiding a mistaken case of 'Dress rehearsal rag'

Films....

Must finish watching Duplicity
Also quite looking forward to watching Awaydays
Of course I've got Watchmen the Directors cut to watch as well
..... sure there's a couple of more ...oh I know got to finish watching New in Town (inflight movie but plane landed before it finished...could have 'stacked' till the end of the movie inconsiderate sods!)...American Rom-com 'chic' movie ...but entertaining non the less..

Devil in the Details - Lyrics - Placebo

I've been wasting all my time
With the devil in the details
I got no energy to fight
He's a fucking pal of mine
That devil in the details

And he's fixing up to take a bite
I don't see the point in trying
I got the devil in the details
He's gonna teach me wrong from right
That fucking pal of mine
The devil in the details
Well, I'm gonna dance with him tonight

All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me, come what may
For all of the songs
I hoped to write someday
Looks like the devil's here to stay

Let me take you for a ride
With the devil in the details
We'll kiss and tremble with delight
Everything is fine
With the devil in the details
We're gonna dance with him tonight

All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me, come what may
For all of the songs
I hoped to write someday
Looks like the devil's here to stay
Looks like the devil's here to stay

Looks like the devil's here to stay

All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me, come what may
For all of the songs
I hoped to write someday
Looks like the devil's here to stay
Looks like the devil's here to stay

Looks like the devil's here to stay

I've been wasting all my time
With the devil in the details

taken from the album 'Battle for the Sun' more info here

It's pointless

'I hear you've got something to say
But first you need some people to say it to
Just before you rise from the dead'

Taken from : 'That's no way to tell a lie' by James Dean Bradfield

Reality

Reality poisons your soul? .....debate.

Revelations

Maybe that revelation you just had.........Was:

Just personal honesty laid bare?

Just you being honest with yourself?

A stripping of hope from dreams?

A sense of your own personal reality?

A humbling of your own true situation?

Clarity of your true position in the scheme of things?

The realization of the meaningless of reality?

Comprehension of your true worth?

Beware of revelations they empty your soul.




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Mistakes

Some mistakes we pay too much for.
If you knew the cost before the 'event' would you still proceed and pay the 'cost' ?

But remember 'cost' is relative to either the 'event' or the 'person'

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There is no .....

...Destiny
There is no will of God
There is only the evil that men do.

Bloc Party - Biko (Lyrics)

BIKO

For my sweetheart the melancholic, you have crossed the river styx
And the waves have taken you away
As I lay my head on your chest, I can hear it in your veins
Wake me up when you come to bed

So toughen up
Biko toughen up
Biko toughen up
This world isn't kind to little things

(You're not doing this alone)

Was my love not strong enough to bring you back from the dead
If I could eat your cancer I would but I can't
So I keep writing these songs for you
To steal you from your grey
And we can dance in our front room again

So toughen up
Biko toughen up
Biko toughen up
I need you be strong for us
So toughen up
Biko toughen up
Biko toughen up
This world isn't kind to little things

(You're not doing this alone)

Don't you know that when you stand you stand up for the both of us
Remember that when the darkness looms
(You're not doing this alone)
Every tear you shed is cleansing, taking the pain away from you
I left you blueberries in the fridge, the little things that I can do

So toughen up,
Biko, toughen up (that I can do)
Biko, toughen up (that I can do)
I need you to be strong for us

So toughen up
Biko, toughen up
Biko, toughen up
This world isn't kind to little things

(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)

Resist!
Resist!
Resist!
Resist!

So toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
I need you to be strong for us (Resist! )

So toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
This world isn't kind to little things (Resist! )

(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)

Question....

If you live in hope, do you live in fear ?

This is my reality...what's yours?

Control

Power is nothing without control.
Without control you risk losing everything.

Psalm 27 - re -interpreted

"My Love is my light... Whom shall I fear?"

Friend?

Somebody once told me ' A good friend is like a good book, You can pick it up from the shelf and just go back to where you left off'

Let's be clear in this ...the supposition of the above statement is that neither you or the 'Friend' will never change over time. For instance the things that motivated you and your friend and even your friendship are they the same 'now' as they were ten years ago, or maybe even a year ago ?

Friendships are like water always moving and sometimes 'clear' and sometimes 'murky' and time passes like a 'current' between the strands of that friendship, sweeping it along or maybe even sweeping it 'out to sea'

To summaries Friendships are like any 'relationship' they need to be nurtured and cared for if they are to continue.

Right Where it Belongs - NIN (Lyrics)

Right Where it Belongs

See the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side your on ?
Then I look to closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on ?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all ............Right where it belongs

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want to be ?
But if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself.......Find yourself afraid to see

What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods all the living and the dead
And you really are alone

You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the worlds
Are you hiding in your dreams ?

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems
What if all the world you used to know
Is an elaborate dream
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want to be ?
But if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself.......Find yourself afraid to see


NIN - 'Right Where it belongs' - Taken from the Album 'With Teeth' released in 2005.

Previous posting that reminded me of this track 'You Alone'

You Know Me........?

WISH

This is the first day of my last day
Build it up now take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far.
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away.
(?) my trust in you
Now there's something more fucked up I could do

Wish there was something real ,wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world for you.

I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big fucking hole.
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell.
Big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone

Wish there was something real ,wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world for you.

Wish there was something real ,wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world for you.

Wish there was something real ,wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world for you.

This world for you
This world for you
This world for ......

NIN- 'Wish' from the EP 'Broken

Currently playing in iTunes: The Four of Us are Dying by Nine Inch Nails'