Muse - Undisclosed Desires (lyrics)

Editors - Papillon (Lyrics)

Papillon

Make our escape, your my own papillon
World turns to fast, feel love before it's gone
It kicks like a sleep twitch
My papillon feel love when it's shone

it kicks like a sleep twitch

Darling just don't put down your guns yet
If there really was a God here
He'd have raised a hand by now
Now darling your born get old and die here
Well that's quite enough for me
We'll find our own way home somehow

No sense of doubt, or what you could achieve
Well I found you out, I see the life you wish to leave
Well it kicks like a sleep twitch
You will choke , choke on the air you try to breathe
It kicks like a sleep twitch

Darling now just don't put down your guns yet
If there really was a God here
He'd have raised a hand by now
Darling ah your born get old and die here
Well that's quite enough from me dear
We'll find our own way home somehow
It kicks like a sleep twitch

It kicks like a sleep twitch


Taken from the forthcoming album 'In This Light And On This Evening' Due for release in the UK on 12th October 2009

Guilt?

Should I feel guilt at the fact I don't think of you both everyday?

Re-Evaluate.

Everything in your reality should be re-evaluated at one time or another.
In order to safeguard oneself from 'treading water'
But only from a position of security may I add, thus avoiding a mistaken case of 'Dress rehearsal rag'

Films....

Must finish watching Duplicity
Also quite looking forward to watching Awaydays
Of course I've got Watchmen the Directors cut to watch as well
..... sure there's a couple of more ...oh I know got to finish watching New in Town (inflight movie but plane landed before it finished...could have 'stacked' till the end of the movie inconsiderate sods!)...American Rom-com 'chic' movie ...but entertaining non the less..

Apple Tablet ?

Is September the 9th the Launch of the new Apple Mac Tablet ?

Devil in the Details - Lyrics - Placebo

I've been wasting all my time
With the devil in the details
I got no energy to fight
He's a fucking pal of mine
That devil in the details

And he's fixing up to take a bite
I don't see the point in trying
I got the devil in the details
He's gonna teach me wrong from right
That fucking pal of mine
The devil in the details
Well, I'm gonna dance with him tonight

All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me, come what may
For all of the songs
I hoped to write someday
Looks like the devil's here to stay

Let me take you for a ride
With the devil in the details
We'll kiss and tremble with delight
Everything is fine
With the devil in the details
We're gonna dance with him tonight

All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me, come what may
For all of the songs
I hoped to write someday
Looks like the devil's here to stay
Looks like the devil's here to stay

Looks like the devil's here to stay

All of my wrongs
No more wicked ways
Come back to haunt me, come what may
For all of the songs
I hoped to write someday
Looks like the devil's here to stay
Looks like the devil's here to stay

Looks like the devil's here to stay

I've been wasting all my time
With the devil in the details

taken from the album 'Battle for the Sun' more info here

It's pointless

'I hear you've got something to say
But first you need some people to say it to
Just before you rise from the dead'

Taken from : 'That's no way to tell a lie' by James Dean Bradfield

Reality

Reality poisons your soul? .....debate.

Revelations

Maybe that revelation you just had.........Was:

Just personal honesty laid bare?

Just you being honest with yourself?

A stripping of hope from dreams?

A sense of your own personal reality?

A humbling of your own true situation?

Clarity of your true position in the scheme of things?

The realization of the meaningless of reality?

Comprehension of your true worth?

Beware of revelations they empty your soul.




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Mistakes

Some mistakes we pay too much for.
If you knew the cost before the 'event' would you still proceed and pay the 'cost' ?

But remember 'cost' is relative to either the 'event' or the 'person'

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Apple Time Capsule Network

Well for those of you that have been hitting on 'here' because of your Belkin Network USB hub problems and Mac OSX 10.5.7.... the picture (below) shows how you can resolve this once and for all (btw this will also work with an Apple Extreme Router as well)

So sorry to say but the answer is buy the 'Apple Time Capsule'

Right before you get excited the Belkin Hub is just the normal port duplicator - NOT the infamous 'Belkin Network USB Hub' - eg: the black one.
So don't get confused.
You don't need to use a Belkin Hub you can use any USB2 Hub the only good thing about this one is that it has no wall wart.

The storage I've got attached is not important really but just to show you that it works and is accessible.
(btw it is running via USB2 - though the hub/and drives support firewire that is inactive due to the Time Capsule only accessing drives through the USB interface).

The picture below shows the Time Capsule Backup drive (TC internal drive) mounted, and the attached 1TB Lacie Drive and x2 D2 drives.

I'm well aware that the Time Capsule is a tad more expensive than the Belkin Network USB Hub - £60 versus £229.....which is quite alot more pennies!!


Right how does it all work in real life?
Well once you've gotten past setting up via Airport utility - name of network/do you wish to join your current wireless network or set up a new one (which if your running a mixed wireless card network eg: G and N) is a good idea to let the TC create a solely N network so it can transmit at higher speeds to those computers that have N cards in them.

The whole TC experience is pretty good ...been running it now for over a month, and it's been stable and reliable.
Your first backup to the TC should be done 'wired' (via ethernet cable) - I initiated back up of 160GB from my macbook pro (eg: everything) and it took 30hrs over ethernet.
After you've done that laborious task, you then can then switch back to over the wireless network back ups they are incremental so take as long as the data you've changed from previous back up, on the whole pretty swift for wireless attached storage.

The attached storage over the 'network' acts exactly like the storage is hardwired to your machine apart from the obvious speed difference - I was previously using FW800 so a slightly faster data rate than USB2 over an 'N' network!
However it has fulfilled my expectations of being able to access my storage remotely move files back and forth , and also exceeded what I believed it could do by being able to stream 'video' over the network.

Do I think that the TC is worth it's price?
Well at £229 worth every penny (considering it has a 500GB internal HD), and I have access to nearly a months worth of backup data so far.

More importantly everything on my Macbook is now backed up everyday automatically - that is pretty cool.

There is no .....

...Destiny
There is no will of God
There is only the evil that men do.

Bloc Party - Biko (Lyrics)

BIKO

For my sweetheart the melancholic, you have crossed the river styx
And the waves have taken you away
As I lay my head on your chest, I can hear it in your veins
Wake me up when you come to bed

So toughen up
Biko toughen up
Biko toughen up
This world isn't kind to little things

(You're not doing this alone)

Was my love not strong enough to bring you back from the dead
If I could eat your cancer I would but I can't
So I keep writing these songs for you
To steal you from your grey
And we can dance in our front room again

So toughen up
Biko toughen up
Biko toughen up
I need you be strong for us
So toughen up
Biko toughen up
Biko toughen up
This world isn't kind to little things

(You're not doing this alone)

Don't you know that when you stand you stand up for the both of us
Remember that when the darkness looms
(You're not doing this alone)
Every tear you shed is cleansing, taking the pain away from you
I left you blueberries in the fridge, the little things that I can do

So toughen up,
Biko, toughen up (that I can do)
Biko, toughen up (that I can do)
I need you to be strong for us

So toughen up
Biko, toughen up
Biko, toughen up
This world isn't kind to little things

(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)

Resist!
Resist!
Resist!
Resist!

So toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
I need you to be strong for us (Resist! )

So toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
Biko, toughen up (Resist! )
This world isn't kind to little things (Resist! )

(You're not doing this alone)
(You're not doing this alone)

Belkin Network USB Hub and Mac OSX 10.5.7 again......last straw.

Ok so for those of you that have been following this little story of a Hub and Mac OS 10.5.7.....you would be forgiven for thinking that it ended in a lasting relationship.
However it didn't we/they broke up ...
I took it back to the shop and got me cash back!
After that brilliant bit of getting it to install the SXUTPT drivers (and also me having to delete Iantivirus) it ran that once brilliantly ..then I turned the laptop on the next day and the drives just kept appearing and reappearing....in the Belkin Control Centre....
To say that I'd had enough was an understatement....so hence out came the box and back it went....

So sorry if I got anybody's hopes up ..I had thought i'd found a solution - but it tuned out to be short lived.

So as I said in my 1st post about this ...time to get the Apple Time Capsule!

Belkin Network USB Hub and Mac OSX (10.5.7) again.....

Ok to update the story from a couple of days ago....
As you can see from the post earlier I was not enamored by my purchase of the Belkin Network Hub and it's inability to function in any shape or form within a stable useable environment of OSX 10.5.7

However as I write this post I am transferring files across the network and backing up to my 2TB of storage that has laid dormant (If the truth be known) since I jumped from a desktop to a Laptop.
The key for those who have run into the error known as 'what is an effing SXUTPT driver anyway!!'.. and I still can't find the answer....

Is....

Download the Pre-release driver from the Belkin UK site (not the US site) this is what you are looking for on the site :

And then the download your after is :

Once this is downloaded it will give you an installer (ignore the disc that came with the Network Router- it's useless-) run the installer after having set up the router via the instructions in the manual.
You then will be prompted to restart your machine and your fingers will be crossed if your familiar with the SXUPTP driver issue!!
Belkin Control centre software will automatically start up , and if your drives are connected and turned on about 30secs later they will appear in the control centre interface mounted.
If you investigate the the 'General' panel you'll see this :

which tells you at last the SXUTPT driver is installed ...hurrah!!

A note of caution if you are running a laptop (like I am) you may be tempted to close the lid to put the laptop into 'sleep' mode while the drives are connected- you can do this - but you will only do it once! because it completely locks up your system, so I strongly advise you don't try that!!
Disconnect all drives and then close laptop for sleep mode - You don't have to Quit the belkin software as well...just have to make sure you disconnect all the drives connected via the Belkin control panel.

Hope this is of some use to you guys out there who have HDD's sitting around and laptop where the 'leads' aren't just quite long enough.
For less than £60 it's cheap way to 'network' your drives.
Transfer rates are about 1GB to 7mins so as a background transfer it's pretty acceptable in my eyes at least.
Also you can 'stream' video back off the drives to your laptop and then hence to your TV if required.

Question....

If you live in hope, do you live in fear ?

Belkin Network USB Hub and Mac OSX (10.5.7)

Well it is now 22:29 and I have eventually given up on trying to get this to work with my Macbook Pro (Unibody) started at 16:00ish.
If you install it under it under a normal user it will tell you (very irritatingly) that it was unable to install the 'SXUPTP' driver....whatever this does and does not do is lost in geek hell......

I then read on an apple forum about using terminal commands within the 'Safe Boot' environment (not being too fond of unix commands I stayed away from Terminal) however I did try the safe boot option for install - that's after I'd spent 30mins downloading the 10.5x driver from Belkin.com (lot of good that was).
The SXUPTP problem does not rear it's head under 'Safe Boot' and then you restart under normal user ...success so far.
Alas however when you restart after using the drives, SXUPTP driver not installed rears it's ugly godforsaken head again...and so off you go rebooting in safe mode and installing and rebooting in user mode and using and then finding out when you try to eject the drives via the Belkin Control Hub interface that sod all happens apart from your once stable computer has crashed big time....
When it works the transfer speed is acceptable - a bit like the speed of moving a file from one memory stick to another.

However the control interface is basic and buggy ..the reliability is probably 0.5 out of 10.
The support for the Mac OS is completely just not there.

So to summarize you do get what you pay for and an Airport extreme base station would be a better idea maybe, or a NAS drive that has been tried and tested on the Mac OS. So that will be my next step once i've got the funds.

Buy it at your peril

This is my reality...what's yours?

Control

Power is nothing without control.
Without control you risk losing everything.